Hola!!
Im at home making a cake for Jerry's surprise party tomorrow :)
Sure excited! Its going to be a funky hat party..... my idea of course. Anyway, so I'm making a cake and I'm going to make it look like a grave yard :) lets see how that goes. My mom keeps on coming and sticking her fingers in stuff..... literally. This is going to be short and sweet because our stupid Internet connection keeps on loosing signal. Ugh. Im listening to Sublime. I dont practice Santeria! I aint got no crystal ball! I had a million dollars but I spent them all! lol that was me singing. This band takes me back to high school. Fun times. Lets see what else??? Im getting back to basics. Basically Im reevaluating my priorities and putting more time and energy towards my goals. Im hoping to get a new position at work. Better pay. And a chance to move up. Right now Im basically at the bottom of the totem poll. Lefty and I are doing loads better. Once you let the tiniest bit of negativity into your life it really turns everything upside down. She ran a lot of errands for me today :) that was really sweet of her. She didnt even cry about it once lol. Ok the timer rang. Time to Betty crocker this biatch!!!!
Friday, August 13, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Chalking things up
Hola :)
I’m very excited that this website isn’t restricted from my computer at work. It’s a little slow but that’s fine. So yesterday my mom and I had a spa day. It was very cutesy. I asked for the day off and we heading out at about 9:30am. Our day started with a “foot fetish pedicure,” which was absolutely amazing! They dipped our feet into paraffin wax :) the girl said I have really soft feet so to keep it up. After the pedicure we had a 30min massage. I’ve never had a massage before! It was fantastic!! It was a hot and cold stone massage. The hot stones just melted away all my stress and the cold stones were very refreshing. Lastly we sat in the Jacuzzi :) It was the best Tuesday ever!! We went to go eat after, I was starving.
Our conversation topics and highlights:
Mom: Frank (her bf) and I are thinking you should move out in December.
Me: Ummmm I’m thinking September and it’s not really your or Franks decision either way.
Me: Its not that I don’t like living with you, I just need my own place now. I really appreciate you helping me out; I was able to pay off a lot of my bills. Also you and I have never had the hallmark mother daughter relationship, but these past few months I feel like it’s gotten a lot better.
Mom: Yes I agree.
Mom: I think you should start talking to your dad again.
Me: I have too much anger and resentment to have a relationship with him.
Mom: Frank and I will have 4yrs together soon.
Me: Wow! That’s great. If Mike (ex husband) and I would have stayed together we would have had 5yrs married in July and 8yrs in total in September.
Mom: Just chalk it up to experience.
Me: Chalking it up ha ha ha
Mom:…. Well….. um…… like…. Well…… um… (5 awkward minutes later) well just think about it like this. At least you figured out what you wanted in life at a young age when some women my age still don’t know what they want.
Me: Yeah…
So I’m one step closer to telling her I’m gay!! lol. I’m sure I’ve had many missed opportunities. Also I know she knows. But its just saying it out loud, you know? All in all yesterday was amazing :)
Lefty and I had a slight tiff on Monday, a speed bump. But its all better now. Im going to chalk that one up to inexperience and emotional outbursts of death!! Lol but I love her and she loves me and bottom line is that’s all that matters.All you need is love-The Beatles
**** But never be so naïve to think that you don’t also need communication, compromises, acceptance, trust and security in yourself in your partner and in your life.
Ta ta for now.
I’m very excited that this website isn’t restricted from my computer at work. It’s a little slow but that’s fine. So yesterday my mom and I had a spa day. It was very cutesy. I asked for the day off and we heading out at about 9:30am. Our day started with a “foot fetish pedicure,” which was absolutely amazing! They dipped our feet into paraffin wax :) the girl said I have really soft feet so to keep it up. After the pedicure we had a 30min massage. I’ve never had a massage before! It was fantastic!! It was a hot and cold stone massage. The hot stones just melted away all my stress and the cold stones were very refreshing. Lastly we sat in the Jacuzzi :) It was the best Tuesday ever!! We went to go eat after, I was starving.
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| Me and my Mom on spa day :) |
Our conversation topics and highlights:
Mom: Frank (her bf) and I are thinking you should move out in December.
Me: Ummmm I’m thinking September and it’s not really your or Franks decision either way.
Me: Its not that I don’t like living with you, I just need my own place now. I really appreciate you helping me out; I was able to pay off a lot of my bills. Also you and I have never had the hallmark mother daughter relationship, but these past few months I feel like it’s gotten a lot better.
Mom: Yes I agree.
Mom: I think you should start talking to your dad again.
Me: I have too much anger and resentment to have a relationship with him.
Mom: Frank and I will have 4yrs together soon.
Me: Wow! That’s great. If Mike (ex husband) and I would have stayed together we would have had 5yrs married in July and 8yrs in total in September.
Mom: Just chalk it up to experience.
Me: Chalking it up ha ha ha
Mom:…. Well….. um…… like…. Well…… um… (5 awkward minutes later) well just think about it like this. At least you figured out what you wanted in life at a young age when some women my age still don’t know what they want.
Me: Yeah…
So I’m one step closer to telling her I’m gay!! lol. I’m sure I’ve had many missed opportunities. Also I know she knows. But its just saying it out loud, you know? All in all yesterday was amazing :)
Lefty and I had a slight tiff on Monday, a speed bump. But its all better now. Im going to chalk that one up to inexperience and emotional outbursts of death!! Lol but I love her and she loves me and bottom line is that’s all that matters.All you need is love-The Beatles
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| My Love |
**** But never be so naïve to think that you don’t also need communication, compromises, acceptance, trust and security in yourself in your partner and in your life.
Ta ta for now.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
First Ramble
Hey hey hey :)
So I've officially started to blog. Wooohooo me. My most favorite cousin ever Jay got me into it. Follow her JenniferDiva. But I figure I have a lot to say and most people are tired of listening lol. So this is a perfect solution to that. I just finished eating breakfast. I currently live at home with my mom but that's soon to change, hopefully. Last night I went out with some friends, we went to Lips and I met Whitney from the Real L word!! I was super excited because shes my favorite one on that show plus shes sooo hot!! I got to meet her and take a picture but the picture is on this girl Sassy's camera so who knows when I will get it. Ugh. After that we went on down to the usual gay watering hole the Mining. It was fun until the night ended in drama. Why does everyone always have to be so fucking dramatic?! Anyway, because of that Lefty and I have been fighting via text all morning. Whatever. Me and my mom might go to the stores later. That's always a double edge sword. On one hand she buys me stuff so that's always exciting. On the other hand I can only stand about 10mins with her until I'm completely annoyed. I want to go to the movies. I don't know how to start a blog. I guess this is as good a start as any. Ta ta for now
So I've officially started to blog. Wooohooo me. My most favorite cousin ever Jay got me into it. Follow her JenniferDiva. But I figure I have a lot to say and most people are tired of listening lol. So this is a perfect solution to that. I just finished eating breakfast. I currently live at home with my mom but that's soon to change, hopefully. Last night I went out with some friends, we went to Lips and I met Whitney from the Real L word!! I was super excited because shes my favorite one on that show plus shes sooo hot!! I got to meet her and take a picture but the picture is on this girl Sassy's camera so who knows when I will get it. Ugh. After that we went on down to the usual gay watering hole the Mining. It was fun until the night ended in drama. Why does everyone always have to be so fucking dramatic?! Anyway, because of that Lefty and I have been fighting via text all morning. Whatever. Me and my mom might go to the stores later. That's always a double edge sword. On one hand she buys me stuff so that's always exciting. On the other hand I can only stand about 10mins with her until I'm completely annoyed. I want to go to the movies. I don't know how to start a blog. I guess this is as good a start as any. Ta ta for now
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